Going through the grief process is lengthy and difficult. There is no time limit to go through this journey. When losing a child, it takes time to cope with what has happened. The best way to manage this journey is through friends, and family, support groups and other parents who have also lost a child. Remember that you are not alone!!!
Grief carries many traits (listed below). there is no reason for you to feel apprehensive about how you feel, these feelings are all natural.

Emotional Traits of Grief
Shock
Emptiness
Depression
Feeling helpless
Anger
Feeling Guilt
Hypersensitivity
Prone to emotional outbursts
Despair
Feeling numb
Dissociation
(every thing seems like a dream, or like you are on "autopilot")
Physical Effects
of Grief
Insomnia
Nightmares
Sluggishness
Muscle Tension
TMJ syndrome of the jaw
Dizziness & Fainting
Gastrointestinal problems
Increased blood pressure
Change in appetite
Impaired immunity
Mental Effects
of Grief
Denial
Distortion of Reality
Intrusive memories: constantly thinking
about the death.
Anxiety
Worry
Inability to concentrate
Social Effects of Grief
Isolation
Conflict
Spiritual Effects
of Grief
Loss of Faith
Gaining Faith
Questioning your own beliefs.
Angels in Flight Inc.